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i f33l s i i i ck

by sh3lbyjay3

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1.
Your Curse 01:22
tighten up your hoodie, i'll laugh when you see me in yours tie dye, our eyes meeting is rare these years sinister my smile, your glare so contrite and severe but i persevere despite your curse i know i'm welcome here despite your curse i know i'm welcome here so i'll exorcise my stressed out mind within my rights, while you abuse yours i'll shake up this cloudy perspective for just another night til it's realigned tighten up your hoodie, i'll laugh when you see me in yours tie dye, our eyes meeting is rare these years sinister my smile, your glare so contrite and severe but i persevere despite your curse i know i'm welcome here despite your curse i know i'm welcome here despite your curse i know i'm welcome here!
2.
Retrograde 02:45
it's easy to blame it all on mercury cause her only defense is the stars they'll tell her she's right on track but she's running backwards circling all around the sun burning her skin and killing us softly she's blinded by this light in her eyes so she just can't see it yet she controls communications she tears words apart switching around all our implications she doesn't mean to she raising up our expectations just to rip em to shreds sending out these bad vibrations she just can't see it yet she ruins our words, running backwards, backwards around the sun even though she doesn't mean to let's blame it all on, blame it all on, blame it on mercury even though she doesn't mean to cause she's in retrograde
3.
King Sully 02:31
i had to split my baby in half cause i couldn't figure out who the dad was could have only been one of the two, continuously fighting over control of my womb i used to have two cords in my belly, & now i only have one almost died for my right to be silly, but i'm over it now that their fighting is done so who won? cause i'm alone and I feel like a loser who won? they all forfeit the match once it starts to get difficult i used to have two cords in my belly, & now i only have one king solomon mentioned his plan was too heavy, but i can only see after the tears are all gone so who won? cause i'm alone and i feel like a loser who won? cause i'm alone and i feel like a loser now
4.
casting a spell over me, dont think for a second i can't feel you there been playing this game a long time, in love or war all my hexes are fair don't think i'm quite what u see, shape shift all the blame it won't change what i do i've got these shells in a line, smash em one by one til i get down to you left me no other way to expose you carefully for what you are, you left no tools to my disposal to your surprise I wont give it all up so easily a clever disguise i'll wear while i sit in plain site plotting your demise while i sit in plain site plotting the details of your demise while i sit in plain site plotting the details of your demise it's lifeless the look in your eyes despite this you are still alive that's all set to change if it's up to me when i arrive i'll sit in plain site and plot out your demise that's all set to stay if it's up to me to ensure you won't survive it's all set to stay if it's up to me to ensure you won't survive casting a spell over me, dont think for a second i can't feel you there been playing this game a long time, in love or war all my hexes are fair don't think i'm quite what u see, shape shift all the blame it won't change what i do i've got these shells in a line, smash em one by one til i get down to you
5.
A Bit Longer 03:45
it was late at night in the month of may we walked around downtown for the entire day we were traveling home on the local one from canal street all the way up even though it took a bit longer, it still got us where we needed to go couldn't help but lean on your shoulder, the whole way home nodding off waiting to play that game on your phone, taking turns in between stops cause you couldn't solve it, but neither could i even though it took a bit longer we still figured it out at the end of the day that after all those tries we still knew that we never solved anything at all but that was spring and now it's july all our honesty just crumbled into lies we thought the season would bring new life like being reborn if we just gave it another try even though it took a bit longer we still ended up where we knew we would go yet were will still surprised to find that everything you love just grows to die even though it took a bit longer life always gets us where we all need to go so don't act so surprised when you find that everything you love just grows to die but at the end of the day, it'll be ok it'll all be ok at the end of the day

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im sad and sick but coping i guess

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released July 10, 2018

just me an my cat

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